Jerkface

So, I am a Star Wars FREAK. Its literally part of my identity, its so ingrained on my psyche.
Anyway I'm browsing the interwebs and discover and Ex's podcast regarding Star Wars
(and by "Ex" I mean that one guy in high school that toyed with my emotions for three years and basically made my life miserable 90% of the time all the while convincing me it was my fault)

ANYWAY I checked out his bio and I about died. Hes married, has a new baby, is super active in his church - his podcast was faith based - and lost over 100 lbs....

Meanwhile, I had postpartum depression when I had my baby, gained OVER 100 lbs and am having a slight crisis of faith.

Can I eat everything now?

My husband and my children are hands down the best things in my life and I hardly deserve them - or at least thats what my mind keeps telling me - Why do I get them?

and - better question - why does jerkface get happiness too? Is it wrong to hope someone messed him up emotionally before he found happiness?

probably.

I'm just gonna sit here and be mad for three more minutes. . . Then I'll let it go.


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